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Thursday, September 21, 2006
6:43 PM

its been a while..again...

grbe ung mga ngyri dis past few wiks...prng series of unfortunate events...at list pra skin..hehe...cnt into details kc mrming involved...as in about half of d class...hehe...but everything has been a learning experience tlga...mrming taong nsktan...my mga ntuwa...my mga ngkglit..my mga nwlan ng tiwala...fortunately now aus ndin ang lhat...bati na ang lhat..(i hope..hehe)

minsan tlga iba mgtest c Bosing ng faith m s knya...aftr everything dat happened cguro d most imprtant leson for me is dat no matter wat hapens, stick to wat is ryt..i mean most of kc beliv dat aftr nating gumwa ng something good...something na makaka2long sa ibang tao...unconsciously we expect na something gud will also hapen to us....tpos pag ngkataong hindi mgnda ung ngyri stin we tend to think na sna pla d nlng ntin gnwa ung tama...anyway d rin pla mgnda ung mngyyri stin in return...sna pla d q nlng xa tinulungan....or sna pla d q nlng aqu ngbgay ng effort...mga gnon...pro its God's way to test kng nniwala ba tlga tau s knya or are we doing d ryt things jst bcoz we expect something in return...not dat ders no guarantee na bbgyan Niya tau ng something na deserve ntin...der always is...but the key here is to jst w8...w8 in d sense na khit mgsunod sunod ung kmalalasan sa buhay ntin eh dpat mgkaron lng tau ng faith na hindi un result nung ginawa nting mabuti but a test of patience and principles...kya dpt we shud continue doing wat is ryt...i know mrming mgdidisagree skin....ssbhin nila "wla k sa posisyon ko!" or "d mo alam kng gno kskit!!" beliv me i know...kya nga nssbi q 2 eh...mrming beses q nrin naicip kng bkit prting d mgnda ung mga ngyyri skin...is it bcoz hindi tama ung mga gngwa q., which no matter how i think about it eh i still firmly beliv na tama cla..is it bcoz kelngan q tlga gmwa ng mali pra lng mging msya...mga gnon....but now, after another bad experience, lalo lng nbuild ung trust q kay God...ung trust na khit gno ka nhi2rapan ngaun u shouldn't giv up on your principles simply bcoz it seems dey don't work...if u firmly beliv dat dey are ryt, then by all means stick to them....

Ung post q ngaun alam q wlang kwnta...prng random thoughts lng..ang pangit nga eh...hehe..but dats how i fil at dis moment eh...ewan q bat un naiicip q...

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Friday, September 08, 2006
1:27 PM

WOAH!!astig d q akalaing mgpo2st p q uli!!!!!tnx shiela!!!!hehehe....

after a super-long time na hindi aqu ngpost finaly ngkagana na q uli...xmpre tnx kay shiela sa pgre2vive as stone-age look ng blog q...hehe...ang gling kkrealize lng nmin nila shiela at denise (mga 5 sec ago) na sktong 3 mos n pla ung lst entry q...bday pa ni jyc...grbe ang tgal na...

ang abnoy q nman kng lhat ng events for d last 3 mos eh maaala2 q pa db..pro prng d events...nd revelations...dis past few days prng mas mdmi pa kc dun sa 3 mos...hehe...ung mga ngyri were both surprising and at the same time eh..."lesson-filled"...at least pra skin..cguro for lack of a better term...or a positive term...kya "lesson-filled"....not that they wern't...its just that....ah....whatever....bkt q b ineexplain ung cnbi q db..pra nmang my mggwa ung mamba2sa..hehe...

my ust tropa is going thru a lot ryt now...at least mga selected na tao..its really sad but i guess we must go thru this..yeh..that includes me...big time...hehe..pro xmpre mttpos din ang lhat...khit na ang mga bgay na di nagumpisa...

mlapit na ang sembreak..pro nsa eve na kmi ng hell month sa sbrng dmi ng mga ggwin...halos lhat ng finals nmin eh hndi written...mga tipong thesis effect..ppnsin mga subjct nmin eh...

=metaphorica=

i ate up the last piece of cake my mother left for me in the table...it was already 1am and i was dead tired..but i gues i was jst too hungry not 2 eat..i hadn't eaten for the last 6 hours and the acids were creeping up from my stomach...at one point i thought i heard a faint voice telling me 2 eat..haha..i was hallucinating na..as much as i didn't want 2 eat anym0re because i was afraid i wouldn't be able 2 sleep (based from experience), i got a spoon and a small platter, put on smallville and ate to my heart's desire..to my surprise, i managed to finish the DVD, as well as the whole cake...then i finally went 2 my room to take my long overdued slumber....but jst as i thought i was going to have a successful sleep, jst as i was leaving reality.....a loud ring broke thru the d otherwise ear-deafening silence....i glanced at my bedside clock...it was already 4am....for the next 2 hours i tried to regain my lost peace, but to no avail....as for the loud ring, i never actualy knew what it was...i didn't even knew if it really came from something or jst from my imagination....but now....i know better than to eat too much..cake

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